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| I think I am done.
To those of you that care, you know how to reach me besides online. | | |
| i was just scribbling random stuff in my notebook. i had some urge to write for some reason? yeah, kind of out of the ordinary, but whatever. =) Secrets locked with a key, memories tucked to the side. Limited wishes I can see, and pride arranged almost like a package, all neatly tied
White conceptions floating away just like a sail boat, softly staggering in the waves of May while drifting in an angelic note.
Swept underneath a veil, wandering in a clouded daze, and waiting to prevail all that awaits outside this muffled maze.
If only one door can reveal a feeling meant to know, and enough to seal the dark shadows glimmering below.
alright, i'm off to bed. my eyes feel heavy right now. =/ | | |
| hey beautiful people... =)
ehh, i know i've been lagging w/ this xanga stuff, but who cares? =) early today was fun. i went to this make-up show at Nordstrom's w/ my cuz & got my make-up done. ahh, i just wanted to buy a lot of MAC's new products! *sighh. i can't control myself everytime i walk by that counter. gosh, i'm obsessed w/ make-up, haha.
school has been alright. during testing week was pretty much a BS week, & i didn't even have to be at school for my classes, but went anyways. basically what all my friends & i did was go out & have fun. woohoo =D i know that this past week of being lazy is going to chew my ass later on....ahh, it's time to get into that hardcore studying mode again. =/ especially w/ the SATs & AP test coming up.
i heard that the price of a movie ticket at some places is $9.50. ohh shit son, that's expensive! i mean, i can see part of why it costs so much because of economics & what not, but still. whoaa
isn't it crazy how a friend from 3-4 years ago can suddenly turn cute?
break-up season sucks to the max. =/
alright, it's 8:40pm & the night's still young. time to get out...so more updating later.
by the way, before i end this i have to say that my cousins Michelle & Michael are my heroes. =)
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| woohoo! it's finally spring break! 
hope you all are havin fun! might as well take advantage of spring break. you all know that i am. =) did i mention that it feels so good to finally sleep in & not give a damn about the alarm clock? woohoo! ohh yeah, thanks to several complaints & comments like "girl, you need to get myspace!" i finally started up mine. ehh, it's not the best, but it works for me right now. =)
prom is coming! i'm so excited! =) well, it's sort of a long ways away, but i'm starting to worry about it because A. I don't have a dress, yet. B. I don't have date right now! ahhh. C. Even though I'll still have fun w/ friends, it'll still feel like something's missing. I don't want to go dateless! I'll feel like the biggest loser in the world, haha. how sad is that? 
anyway...hope to see those of you that decide to show up at the club this weekend. YOU better go!  | | |
| * i finally changed the layout. =) well,not really,haha. i was getting kind of sick of the paradise thing, considering that i haven't changed it in over a year. =) but trust me, i'll put it back sometime. *** got to relax & finally kick it w/ cousins, went clubbing & grubbed after, i wished my friends could've made it to the club though. but there very few distractions this whole weekend... so after a long week of school, the weekend was good enough for me. =)
Just because I'm not in the mood to do any kind of schoolwork right now what so ever, here's a survey. =) [Name] Charlene [Were you named after anyone?] yeah [Do you wish on stars?] sometimes. =P on rare moments though [Which finger is your fave?] wtf? [When was the last time you cried?] i don't remember. [Do you like your handwriting?] it's alright [What’s your favorite lunch meat?] turkey [Any bad habits?] i sometimes fall asleep w/ my contacts on, & some others [What is the most embarrassing CD on your shelf?] hmm... spice girls? lol. tucked away, far away [If you were another person, would you be friends with you?] uhh, sure? [Are you a daredevil?] depends. =) [Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?] no [Do looks really matter?] not all the time. ok, so maybe a little [How do you release anger?] listen to loud music, dance, random bitching about stuff [Where is your second home?] ha, Michelle's house. =) [Do you trust others easily?] no [What was your favorite toy as a child?] polly pockets. lol. & dolls [What class in school do you think is absolutely useless?] ALASKA STUDIES. what a waste of time [Do you have a journal?] besides this one, i used to. i can never finish all the pages [Do you use sarcasm a lot?] everyday, but not a lot [Have you ever been in a mosh pit?] nahh [What do you look for in a guy/girl?] trust, honesty, laughter, & someone sort of the 'opposite' of me [What are your nicknames?] char, shorty [Would you bungee jump?] if I knew I was gonna die tomorrow. sounds like fun to bungee jump [Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?] no, they're tied from the inside. [Do you think that you are strong willed?] sometimes [What is your favorite ice cream flavor?] cookies n cream [Shoe size?] 7 or 7 1/2 depending on the brand/type of shoe [What are your favorite colors?] red & pink [What is your least favorite thing?] annoyances -- anything from alarm clocks to people, haha [How many wisdom teeth do you have?] i don't know [Who do you have a crush on?] no one [What do you miss the most right now?] comfort [What color pants are you wearing?] orange. they're PJs =) [What are you listening to right now?] a Dashboard Confessional cd [What was the last thing you ate?] pudding [If you were a crayon, what color would you be?] hmm. YELLOW [What’s the weather like right now?] cold & rainy [Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?] my mom, she just called [What’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?] smile or the eyes [What do you like most about your best friend(s)?] they respect who I am as a person [How are you today?] out of it, feeling kind of light-headed [Favorite drink?] raspberry iced tea [Favorite alcoholic drink?] smirnoff or bacardi [Favorite sport?] softball or volleyball [Hair color?] black [Eye color?] dark brown [Do you wear contacts?] yup [Siblings?] 1 brother [Favorite month?] June-August, just because it's summer =) [Favorite food?] my momma's fried rice [Last movie you watched?] The Grudge - on dvd [Are you a “touchy-feely” kind of person?] I guess you could say that, haha [Are you too shy to ask someone out?] yeahhh [Scary movies or happy endings?] happy endings. i get scared easily [Summer or winter?] summer [Hugs or kisses?] hugs [Do you ever hug anyone of the same sex?] yeah [Do you like receiving phone calls?] of course [Do you like receiving emails?] if they’re important. i don't do the whole 'email' thing [What book/magazine are you currently reading?] Seventeen [What’s on your mouse pad?] some fire evac. plan. lol [Favorite board game?] monopoly and candy land [What did you watch on TV last night?] i didn't watch t.v. last night [What‘s the first thing you think of when you wake up?] "i don't want to wake up..." [Are you self-conscious?] hell yeah [How do you feel now?] alright, but could be better | | |
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